The emotional barriers I had built to protectme were actually preventing health and good things in my life. The lack oflight blocked the flow of intuition that stopped my ability to make a rationaldecision or determine a productive resolution to my problems. Currently, honestyis my connection to a higher power. I got truthful with myself and moved out ofthe fearful darkness from past harms and illness. Moving into the light is thesolution to my medical and relationship problems.

 I found my answers in my heart and now have ampleself-esteem to rise above my dysfunctional past gatherings of family or circumstances.I do not have to react from my fearful history of difficulty. Supportivealternative assistance such as massage, chiropractic assistance, and floweressences support the flow of prana to nurture my body and mind back to healthand clear thinking.

 My minister said to stay in my domesticviolent marriage. My psychiatrist kept prescribing medications that were toxicto me and my body said I was dying. I would not be alive today if I followed theiradvice. In the past, I listened to the experts and their instruction and I was onmy last legs. My answers now come from within instead of the insanity around meor the negative influence of the ego.

 Today, it is possible to see a bigger pictureby understanding with forgiveness and compassion. I can make myself cheerful andmeet my own needs when I consciously connect to my inner higher power. “To healis to make happy” is stated in "A Course in Miracles". I choose to behappy. This means I take responsibility for myself and respond in love forothers and myself.

 I learned to pray daily and meditate before Iput my feet on the floor in the morning. Prayer is raising my energy into ahigher consciousness beyond the ego that has negative messages from my fear,abandonment, or shame. The ego has been identified as Edging God Out. I am tuninginto the right station on my spiritual radio dial. In the past, listening for myinner voice to provide guidance was missing. "Be still and know that I am God,"means to still the ego for listening to God within. Listening to the silent voice from myheart bypasses the ego's influence and has given me directions and assistancein numerous traumatic situations.

 When being assaulted by my husband, I was in deep trauma believing thatwas the end of me. Strangely, time stood still while I heard the silent messagetell me, "Forgive him for he knows not what he does,” I added, “God bless him”.I prayed that twice and then was told I could leave the room. Angels held himso he could not move toward me or stop my leaving. After praying this twice, Iwas escorted by angels out the room. He walked away to watch television in thefamily room. He never touched me again. This experience has created a trust inGod that I never had before. Since I have had several of these situations, I amwriting a book called "Divinely Protected".

 It taught me to pray for my foe. "Puton the whole amour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles ofthe devil. Ephesians 6:11-18 I found that sending loveis the safest place to be; it has become my armor. When you are in the presenceof God, no one can attack you.

Learning to ask for “Thy will be done” and apply my inner assistance, Icontinue to allow the Father dwelling within, to provide my path. In anothersituation, I was delighted to feel I had one hundred dollars cash in my handsfor a change. It was left over from insurance money from my car repair. In mymarriage, my husband held the purse strings. Usually, I had no cash. Inmeditation, I was told, the money is foryour friend who is leaving town on an airplane. She is traveling to receive training for a new job. She will need themoney for food. I knew that she was living on nothing trying to find work.

 In silence, I am connected to my Creator who supports me in all things. Ibecome the channel through which God helps others. I find myself part of the CreativeIntelligence and aligned with the omniscience spirit of a loving energywithin my heart. I am individualized spirit on earth acting as His arms andlegs being in service. I discovered doing the right thing is never wrong.

 My new world came into view that all thingswork for good if I am on the spiritual path. With the guidance and help of aloving spirit, I take action from my inner direction. Currently, my dysfunctionaland abusive past is an old chapter in my personal history book. In my newchapter, I live through prayer and meditation to be a blessing to others andmyself. Praying daily, I live without others opinions or advice. I call myselfGod employed.

 Choosingto have a conscious contact with my higher power was my answer. It allowsrational thinking, clarification, and understanding. This knowledge andapproach became the basis for my moving out of a dysfunctional lifestyle. Turningto the "Father of Light" in all things, brought serenity, and wisdom.When I am daily in the presence of God, there is only light, joy, sanity, andgratitude.

Marilyn Redmond's books are beingdistributed internationally to prisons and used as a booked study in SanQuentin. She was included in the current, prodigious book, "Who's Who inAmerica. This concept is explainedfurther in her books, You Tubes, readings, and counseling. Redmond is anordained minister for spiritual counseling, readings, regression, IBRT, andhealing, ABH. In addition, she is a teacher, speaker, and medium offeringinformation from the other side for illness, relationships, and issues in yourlife. Redmond can help you find health, happiness, and prosperity.

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