I was very surprised to find that in past lives, I had beena Shaman. Having had several Indian past lives was a surprise, but his was thebiggest one.  I had answers for how thedynamics of our souls can be healed in this human experience.

 In my growing up through a dysfunctional family of alcohol,mental illness, domestic violence, and abuse, I had endured many difficultiesincluding almost dying 12 times. Somehow, I came through these episodes withanswers to clarify what was the dynamics of my experiences.

 Through reflection, I was able to access information of thesolutions to the situations and move forward in my life with less baggage. Itseemed endless after years of these events. However, my life did seem to growinto more serenity.  The only concern wasthat more kept being revealed through more incidents and needing to find newanswers.

 I enjoyed the improvement for moving beyond my sick familyand marriage, but would the happenings ever stop. Through my meditations, Icontinued to find more answers to living a life in love. I realized I wascleaning out my soul from the lessons meant for me to move into a higherconsciousness of unconditional love.

 Fortunately, I was able to receive training to help othersconnect with their souls and have helped many work on this almost endlessjourney. As I found answers through my pain, I share them with other so theytoo can heal that part of the soul.  Itis about transforming our feelings from fear into being a love-based person. Wehave difference experiences, but the feelings are the same for all of us.

 The answer told to me from spirit was to identify each fear,resentment, anger, shame, etc. to release it and replace it with love and grace.Over time, this has proved to be very productive. I became a fearless person, Ithought until this last weekend. 

 I was scared to death, as I could not walk from the bedroomto the kitchen to eat during the day. I lay in bed terrified from the spasms thatcontinued through the day.  I have hadarthritis in my knees for several years that are quite painful. However, lastweekend, the excruciating contractions lasted more than an hour this time.

Since I knew that pain is the touchstone of spiritual growth,I asked myself from where was this pain coming. Hearing I had to feel the painof being scared to death. I requestedanswers.  My feelings were frozen from mydisastrous growing up and life. I found 9 times in this life that I was scaredto death, but ignored the feelings, as I could not do that. In growing up I wasnot allowed to talk, trust, or havefeelings in my family or marriage. It was time to feel the feelings. Nowwas really the time to experience those feelings for them to leave. 

 When I prayed for my higher power to release my being scaredto death,  I found that I needed theexperience to realize that I was spirit and would never die. Spirit is forever,eternal, and everlasting. I would change form and return, although I would notdie. I felt free and empowered to be filled with the spirit of love that isalways there within. I just had to move beyond the ego messages of fear thatstop it.

 My books at Amazon, You Tubes, counseling, and monthlycolumns are all about how to move beyond the ego and into the reality of aloving spirit that we truly are.  Theuniversal spirit of love created us and always loves being with us no matterwhat the ego/ brain messages are. Moving into healing my soul feels like thepieces of the puzzle have come together. 

 Thisconcept is explained further in Marilyn's ten books, You Tubes, readings, andcounseling. Marilyn Redmond is an ordained minister for spiritual counseling,readings, regression, IBRT, and healing, ABH. In addition, she is a teacher,speaker, and medium offering information from the other side for illness,relationships, and issues in your life. Marilyn can help you find health,happiness, and prosperity.

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